I just rolled out of bed

to call and tell you

that I want you

so much more

than I did yesterday.

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"I get way too sensitive when I get attached to someone. I can detect the slightest change in the tone of their voice, and suddenly I'm spending all day trying to figure out what I did wrong."

"I didn't fall in love with you.
I walked into love with you,
with my eyes wide open,
choosing to take every step along the way.
I do believe in fate and destiny,
but I also believe
we are only fated
to do the things
that we'd choose anyway.
And I'd choose you,
in a hundred lifetimes,
in a hundred worlds,
in any version of reality,
I'd find you
and I'd choose you."

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sometimes
i suppose i am happy.
like when i am with my friends,
throwing my head back and covering my mouth
as i shake with laughter
at a joke someone just made

but then day turns to night
and my carefree grin turns into an unexplainable sadness,
etched on my face like a tattoo.
and i lay in bed,
thinking about all the things i wish i could say -
all the things i'm too afraid to admit,
even with only pen and paper and mind.

it's nights like these when i realize:
i am many things
i am happy and sad,
outgoing and shy,
rambunctious and quiet

but mostly,
i am just empty.

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Sonntagnachmittag ist so etwas Schreckliches passiert, ich werde die Bilder wohl nie mehr aus meinem Kopf bekommen...

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